Billy / Austin

Daniel G Brooklyn,Ny, US

I saw BC at Tower records in Austin day of their show. He was looking thru records. I said hello and thank you for Siamese Dream. He was quiet but sweet ❤️

just like my dad

Greta Busca, IT, IT

This album is really important to me because it’s literally the soundtrack of my teenage years and I discovered it thanks to my dad that listened to it when he was my age. This summer me and my dad finally went to a sp’s concert for the first time and I decided to take a tattoo of mcis, our favourite album.

So, note all ye lovers in love with the sound

Mydiana Atlanta, GA, US

 I was in 8th grade I was going through a tough time with my friends. One night I ended up talking to one of my close guy friends, Finny, who was on an overnight field trip at the time. We listened to spotify together and texted the entire night. He put the song “Cupid de locke” in the queue and it changed my life. It was so ethereal and what I needed to know that everything was gonna be okay. I even played the song at my quinceañera (Along with Tonight, Tonight) when I danced with my mother for the first time. Thank you.

University days

Margherita Trieste, IT

It was at my dad’s house, when I came over for the week end from the town I was attending university at. And it was like crossing a space gap through different galaxies. SP were always with me. Wherever I should go. Even saw them at their tour in Milan. 

Blowing my mind

Jorge Asuncion, PY

I was at a friend’s house. While he was waiting for his dinner to finish, I was in his room listening to his stereo. We were 15 years old in 1996. I knew the Siamese Dream album very well and the cuts that were shown on MTV from the Mellon Collie album. But I was tempted to play the record that my friend had. He had bought headphones that were great. I put them on. Press play. I closed my eyes while the instrumental track 01 played. And like a fist bump began JellyBelly, which is the next track. It was those guitars that sounded in stereo, the bass hit my body, the drums moved my limbs, William P. Corgan’s voice floated in those waves of aggressive sounds. It was a magical moment. 

Mellon Collie Era

Meg Washington, D.C., US

Representing SP in the 90s.

Adore

Meg Silver Spring, US

My poster from my room in the 90s after Adore came out. 

And I give all back to you…

Meg Silver Spring, MD, US

NYC before 2001 obviously since the twin towers are in the photo. I was on top of the Empire State Building representing SP.

Disarm you with a smile…

Meg Silver Spring, MD, US

Time Square, NYC in the 90s. 

Mellon Collie Tour

Meg Silver Spring, MD, US

My first rock concert was SP & Garbage in 1996. It was the last show for Jonathan Melvoin who died before the next show in NYC after an overdose on heroin. Fans were devastated and that was goodbye to Jimmy for awhile. 

Blurco and the infinite sadness

Hugo Sanchez Maracaibo, VE

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Night before release!

Shawn St. Paul, MN, US

The night before this album came out, the band was on a radio show and I cannot remember which one. Anyway they were playing and like 2-3 songs in the venue had a blackout during the live performance. I stayed up really late on a school night and listened to the whole thing. I even recorded it on 2 cassette tapes, that I actually still have in a box at my parents! Hearing that performance that night changed it all for me and they have been my #1 since. 

90s masterpiece. MCIS changed my life.

Caroline Cardoso Campo Grande, MS, BR

This album changed my music perspective forever – it’s now inked on my skin.

Mural

Mattie Denver, CO , US

I was 9 and heard 1979 on the radio. I remember hearing Billy’s voice and thinking “wow, what a weird sound, I love it! I was gifted MCIS for my 10th birthday and Smashing Pumpkins became the soundtrack to my life obsessively. I painted the inner lyric book picture as a giant mural on my bedroom wall. 

Inspiración

Daniela Jimenez Ciudad de México, MX

Comencé a escuchar The Smashing Pumpkins cuando tenía cerca de 11 años. Cuando ví el vídeo de Tonight Tonight por primera vez supe que serían mi inspiración toda la vida. Cuando conocí el arte del MC&TS hizo que quisiera ser ilustradora y estudiará diseño para yo lograr hacer lo mismo. Son mi influencia número 1 en toda la vida.

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness has encompassed my whole life

Katey Glenwood, IA, US

I was 14 years old in 1996. I fell in love with the pumpkins in the SD era but MCIS cemented my life long obsession with them. The best day of my life up to that point was going to the MCIS tour. I now have a 21 and 17 year old and I have passed my love on to them. My son has all of their vinyls and my daughter says MCIS is her favorite album and 1979 is the best song of all time. They have been with me for 2 more SP concerts. Thank you for the music! 

First Listen

Mikey Worcester Massachusetts , US

Born in 85′ I grew up listening to the Classic Rock of my parents liking (Beatles, Doors, Hendrix, Jethro Tull, Fleetwood, Floyd etc…) and my older brothers music as well. I can remember being alone in my basement where my brothers 6 cd changer radio was. I saw the new double disk cd in fresh packaging sitting there unopened. I opened it knowing my brother was going to be pissed. Listened to it front to back in one sitting at 10 years old and i was wonderstruck. It opened my eyes and ears to the lyrical and artistic side of music. For the first time I heard music that painted imagery and emotions in my imagination. To this day, one of the best albums ever imo

By Starlight Fan Sketch

Jesse Portland OR, US

I remember as a teen when this album came out being inspired by the artwork found in pages of the booklets. By Starlight was one of those songs that spurred me to create fan art associated with the album. 

MCIS Release Date

Andrea Ft. Wayne, US

Skipped school Sophomore year to go to the largest town near me to buy this. Never in my 16 years (at that point) had my mind been blown and my socks knocked off so hard🤘✨

it was 1996 and i walked into a record store.

Jenni North Canton, Ohio, US

at 12 years old i knew exactly what i wanted to get. Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness. My dad is a creative and I’d been hearing Bullet with Butterfly wings on the radio when he was in the studio photographing something or in the darkroom while processing film hearing Siamese Dream. i just got my first boombox and as part of the deal I got to pick out a CD.  

The whole way home i absorbed the artwork, the lyrics of the sounds i was getting ready to digest. That evening i lay in bed listening..not just that connecting with the emotion of every piece of music. i shared it with my best friend at the time. both of us forever hooked and connected thru these lyrics and melodies.

Fast forward some years and im out of college and a friend of mine gets into some trouble. we write back and forth, graphics, lyrics and songs from this album that help bring peace to his days without music. Over the years my best friends i have made, have a connection to SP that has been this forever bond.

Fast forward to this evening where another friend and I are swapping music trying to find something new and worth in this day & age of pro tools. Our conversation slips to SP and coming up short on anything new that can compare to the genius and magic of the music within those 2 discs that changed our lives so long ago. He introduced me to a semi recent interview that was absolutely amazing. It was so good to hear Billy talk about the music, the creative process. To hear Disarm again (on an amazing adult sound system) literally brought all the tears and feels.

It is and always will be my forever album that really connected me to SP and am so thankful I was where i was, when i was, to have the experiences i have had with these songs in my ears and life.

Smashing Pumpkins saved my life

Maura Martins São Paulo, BR

I was sixteen years old when I first heard Mellon Collie. I was a weird teenager living in a small town in the extreme south of Brazil, and these musics made me feel part of something bigger than me and all that was around me at that time. The record kept me company and made me feel less lonely, like someone finally understood me. It was a huge part of my life. Twenty-eight years later, I still feel this is my favorite album of all time.

Smashing Pumpkins first groupies

Guzzo Pinc Oak Park Illinois, US

My friends and I saw Smashing Pumpkins open for Eleventh Dream Day at the Metro in Chicago and were really into them so we were excited to catch them a few months later playing at Lounge Ax. Unfortunately, our fake IDs didn’t work with the door guy. We were so determined to hear anything at all that we stood in the alley behind the club and listened to the muffled sounds coming out of the back door. After a few hours (crazy that we stayed that long) the band actually came out back to have a smoke –I think they were taking a break before their encore. When they saw us they asked what we were doing there. We told them we came to see them but we couldn’t get in. Darcy lit up and said jokingly “Our first groupies!” They gave us some broken drumsticks and some picks and then went back in to finish the show.

Turn the lights on

Olivier Amsterdam, NL

On September 9 in 1993, after approximately 2 hours, the show at Vredenburg Utrecht was over. At least, that’s what everybody thought. But it seemed like Billy had a great time, and therefore stayed on stage. He asked to put the lights on, and asked the rest of the band to return on stage. Which they did, to play some more for us. This show is in my memories forever, vividly until this day. I was there with my brother and two friends, and we still talk about this once in a lifetime show!

“The letters have been sent on…”

Jose Francisco Javier Garcia Ortiz Tustin, CA, US

I’m probably the ONLY person who has a postcard like this… I remember writing to the PO Box address I found in the Siamese Dream liner notes. I waited, wrote another letter, lost patience, and I finally received this one! I’m also not sure if that if Billy’s handwriting… but this is worth a gem! Kept it in my binder of memories all these 25 years.

I used to live in a two story condominium, I would lock myself in my room that I shared with my brother back then, 9 years older than me, and would listen to Smashing Pumpkins on his boombox. My sister bought me the Adore CD the day it was released, still have it. I used to live across the street from a Kmart… I remember seeing the CD on the shelves.

Mornings with Mom

Mark Bandy Fargo, US

I was 14 when Adore was released and was taking drivers education across town.  Every morning my mother accompanied me and since she is a Pumpkins fan we listened to the CD.

We also took many trips that summer I got my license and the rule in our family was the driver got to choose the music. Naturally I chose Adore, especially for night driving.

First time seeing the Ava Adore video

Angie Brick, NJ, US

When I was in high school, I would put on MTV for music as I got ready in the morning. It was time to walk to the bus stop, as I reached to turn off the tv, the video for Ava Adore came on. I hadn’t seen it yet, so I put down my bag, sat on the floor, and subsequently missed the bus. 

Missed school. Got in trouble. Totally worth it.