2003

First Tattoo

Greg Detroit, MI, US

Summer of ’03.  Visited a good friend in San Francisco.  Got my first tattoo.  Artwork from the original lyric book that came with Melon Collie.  Bullet with Butterfly Wings.

My graduation

Carolina Borowsky Florianópolis, BR, BR

I graduated from Med School, received my medical degree to the sound of “Tonight, tonight”. It was my choice and definetly an unforgettable moment. Thanks Billy and the band for keeping me sane through my teenage years and, frankly, throughout my whole life so far 💙

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Zero on top of the Space Needle

Spencer Duwe Molalla, OR, US

Before the 2022 show in Seattle I went to the top of the Space Needle dressed up in my concert outfit: Zero. Every Smashing Pumpkins show I see I wear this same outfit.

Order

Ulises Escareño Borunda Baja California , MX

I order the album 3 months earlier before it came out and I was counting every single day until it came, had my Mom and my Dad with me and we blasted on a 1995 ford mustang I had all 3 of us were enjoying the new SP sound back then, we are truly blessed to be fans, my Mom is with God now but I still have my Father and enjoying Atum like there is no tomorrow along with Cyr🎊🎉🎊🎉🎊🎉🎊👍🎊

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9th row

Joel Wa, US

Show was great until the guy next to us puked all over the floor where my son and I stood so we had to leave the show early unfortunately.

Fallout Shelter Sign Us

SEASHORE HALL SOUND STUDIO

Nathan Evergreen Park, US

I was working as a sound engineer at the University of Iowa. We mostly recorded ACT tests for the blind. very tedious,  editing mistakes out of math equations. But I had access to a super amazing sound studio – state of the art dat machines and expensive mics and studio monitors and a huge 32 track board. The recording studio was an old bunker – literally a civil defense fall out shelter with the yellow and black sign  ( also tornado shelter) It was in the basement of an old building and the sound in that control room was PURE.

I got the CD, after work, the day it came out  at a little local college town record store and made a bee line for the Studio. I wanted to hear the record EXACTLY as it was heard when it was mastered. On those studio monitors in a room full of sound padding. 

It was really hot that night and remember sweating as I hustled down the stairs into the cool basement room. I closed the heavy bomb door and was sealed inside by myself.

I played a few tracks from Mellon Collie and Siamese dream to set the volume just right and then split the plastic on the CD with my fingernail – popped it in and waited. the sound of those cicadas, the guitar and then the warm vocals starts the story “twilight fades through blistered avalon… 

ok, I thought, we are entering new territory here 

I sat on the couch and closed my eyes and listened to the entire record without getting up. I wanted to consume this record as a single artwork on the day it was released, – up to that point I had never had that opportunity. Previously all my favorite musicians were dead. And previously I had only bought records that had songs I liked. 

THIS was my first blind listen album. and it was EXACTLY what I had hoped for – ESPECIALLY the ending of the record.

The beginning and middle felt like the dynamics I came to expect in a 90’s record. Some up tempo and some down tempo tracks –  but the ending did a funny thing. It just kept ending over and over.

My first comment to my friends when I invited them over to listen was that this album has like 5 last songs. after each one you think – well that was a great record. Then right when you are about to get up there is another note and another song. and the album IS NOT over.  – Seriously Shame, Night Mare, For Martha, Blank Page – all could be the last song of a perfectly reasonable record.  But because we get another note – or another song… it just kept giving. And it still does.

My buddy Matt joined the Pumkin-verse on Gish and kept bugging us until I had to succumb to contemporary music after having all my CDS stolen in 1997 (remember those giant CD books – yup – one guy stole my soul. SO I had to go work at a music store for the discount and  33 by the Pumkins filled that hole in my soul. Adore, however, that was the one that finally got Johnny to join us as pumkinheads. and he still puts Adore above all others until I convinced him to listen to ATUM. 

Adore is till the sound of sweaty summer nights. I still prefer to listen to this record on good speakers and from start to finish . I personally believe that it is a singular artwork in that way. 

 

Wanna Go For a Ride?

Greg Lincoln City, OR, US

FINALLY… I got to see SP this past weekend in Bend, OR.  As awesome bonuses, Rival Sons and Stone Temple Pilots performed before them!  It was a great night of fantastic music that I got to share with my wife and two of my granddaughters, who are the next generation of SP fans!  SP was SO GOOD and Billy interacted with the crowd all night.  The last song was Zero and the crowd was losing their collective minds!  Suddenly Billy points to the crowd and stopped signing… 8,000 people shouted “Wanna go for a ride?” and then the band started again.  Maybe a lot of you have seen something like that, but to me it couldn’t have been better if we had rehearsed it!  Thanks to the band for an amazine evening!

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Greatest night of my life

Anthony Ziegler ENGLISHTOWN, US

Front row from Lawn

Kid has the same love for the music as I did.

Michael Denver, US

I grew up in the 80s and 90s listening to the Smashing Pumpkins.  Now my 10 year old has the same love for the band.  We surprised him with tickets for the show in ABQ and he hasn’t stopped taking about it!  Their music is generational!!!!

The World is a Vampire

Mac Charleston, SC, US

August 1996, a friend and I were road trippin from Atlanta to Portland/Seattle to see one the last of the Sex Pistols ‘96 reunion shows – We made a pit stop in Salt Lake City, UT to see a friend, Dennis F (the Frogs) who had just joined the Pumpkins as their replacement keyboard player for the Mellon Collie tour and to catch the show. The show was simply fantastic to say the least -Afterwards as my friend and I headed out, we saw a guy selling pirated merch on the sidewalk – my friend was a professional rocknroll merch guy so he promptly took matters into his own hands and confiscated the box of homemade black tees with a hand drawn globe bearing vampire fangs – My buddy & I laughed hysterically at what had just happened, took the box of T’s back inside to the dressing room and personally handed it to Billy – We then left the arena for the night & headed off for several days with the Sex Pistols. Months later, we saw the Pumpkins again in Atlanta and lo and behold, what did we find at the merch booth?? – The Pirated T had been bootlegged by the Band!! The World IS a Vampire indeed- Many more SP’s memories from the Siamese Dream Triclops recording sessions days. Glad to see BC and Co still making the magic happen.

best SP album ever!

NM Williamsburg. VA, US

I love TSP sooo much, and even though I’m only 13 ( a lot younger than ,ost of their fans) I still think they are really cool. i used to overlook adore and never even take the time to listen to it. Well, that was before I actually decided to take a stab at it, and oh my god. From the second To Sheila played, I knew I would love this album. And I do!:)SP, you guys are no doubt, hands down, the best band ever. No one has, will, or can ever ever top you guys. Thank you, sincerely, for all the work that goes into your music. Thank you so so much!:)

The best SP album!

nuha Williamsburg,VA, US

I had never heard about SP until one of my best friends introduced me to this band. The first SP song I ever heard was Ava Adore, and it is still my n1 track. Most people my age find SP really old, but still, they are better than all the newer music. The sadness of adore, its vibes, how I can absolutely bawl to it makes me love it so much. But honestly, everything this band makes is amazing!!! SP, thank you so much!!! You guys grace the planet with the best music ever given to humanity!!! I feel your efforts every time I hear one of your songs!!!

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My life

Jorge Noguerales Monge Madrid, ES

Beloved Billy, I’ve been a fan of yours since I was 12 years old. The first CD I ever had in my life was Mellon Collie. Then I bought the rest, your book of poems, James’ solo album, the HUF skateboard. Everything. Today, I brought the Mellon Collie songbook and a marker, dreaming of the slightest possibility that you might sign it for me thanks to my artist pass for the area where you go from backstage to the stage. And I approached you, like a child on Christmas when Santa Claus arrives, and you addressed me to say, “get the fuck away.” Aware of the nerves before going on stage, I understand, but I go home wrapped in tears, shattered. It hurts so much.

Perfect…..

NM Ashburn, VA, US

I have some amazing friends, and in 8th grade, one of them decided to introduce me to this funny vegetable band that likes to smash pumpkins. From the moment I heard Billy sing “We must never be apart”  I knew this was the perfect band for me. Fast forward to June, I developed an obsessive interest with this band that I hope will never die down! Adore and its smooth sadness and surreal satisfaction is my favorite album. I sing Perfect all the time with my guitar and my best friends and I all sang it together on the last day of school, running around the class with karoke mics in our hands. This album forever reminds me of times long gone and soothes me internally. I love you guys from the bottom of my heart! Please continue making music for as long as you can and never listen to the haters! SP FOREVER! WE LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

During the rehearsal of ‘Nightmare’ at Sydney’s Entertainment Centre

Chris Sydney, AU

My friends and I, all 17 at the time and fans since the Gish era, were inside the Sydney Entertainment Centre, pleading with security for a sneak peek at the rehearsal of “Nightmare.” When the guard got distracted, we seized the moment, ran inside and caught a full view with the house lights on of the Pumpkins playing “Nightmare.” While playing, Billy looked at us and even managed to wave. We heard about 15 seconds of pure magic before security closed in from all angles. We escaped and blended into the crowd. It was an unforgettable, thrilling experience.

What if the clouds refused to rain?

Marcel Berlin, DE, US

June 2024 – At this year’s concert in Berlin I found my love.
In a crowd of 17,000 people there was this one woman close by that danced so beautifully and smiled like sunshine. She obviously enjoyed the show as much as I did.
Our eyes met. We both smiled even more.
After the last song we stood next to each other and started talking.
We are a couple now.

First SP experience

Crystal Cantu Harlingen, US

In 1995 (my senior year in HS) I won a contest on our local radio station. I got to choose a free CD. I picked MCIS not knowing much about SP. Wow! Talk about transformative! I became a lifelong fan. The MCIS show in San Antonio was the BEST concert I’ve ever been to. I even named my son Corgan. ♥️

Melancholy and that’s okay

John D Mission Viejo, CA, US

As a gen z’er I’ve always felt that the best songs that captured teenage angst were from the 90s. But hearing Mellon Collie throughout high school became the soundtrack of not only my teenage  years, but my whole life. That’s when I realized SP and music isn’t just a moment, it’s an entire lifetime. I can’t thank SP enough for being the voice I felt I could never express.

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Guitar hero on a gloomy fall day

Mason Muskegon mi, US

Gloomy fall day we decided guitar hero was the best way to spend our valuable time

Infinite love

Jamie smith GB

This album is the greatest album of all time, I used to walk home with becca most days and listen to it again and again, we’d lie on the bed as teenagers and talk about meeting up again as adults and getting married.  This album will never be topped for me.

Infinite Love

Bryan Booher Spring Valley, OH , US

The Smashing Pumpkins played Bogart’s in Cincinnati, OH as part of The Arising Tour in 1999. Jimmy was back in the band and they launched a small club tour. While waiting in line to enter the venue, we could see Billy and James in the local music store next to the Bogart’s, buying pedals and other guitar related items. That was rad. And the show was UNREAL! They played with a ferociousness that made the place go nuts. I’ve seen Smashing Pumpkins 28 times. The Bogart’s Arising Tour show is in my top 3 SP shows ever. The mighty SP are a part of me at this point. A part of who I am, a beacon of love and hope that has ignited my spirit for over 30 years. I can’t thank them enough for the decades plus of music they’ve provided. ❤️

Rat in a cage

Ramiro Roselli La Blanqueada, Montevideo, UY

"Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness" is the first album by TSP that I heard and that album, which coincided with the year I entered university, was like a knock out blow for me. The controlled fury that turns into aggression and lack of control when going through each of its songs is a kind of liberating mantra that I still revisit, 30 years later, now an engineer, a husband and father of 2 children, to shout again that "Despite all my rage, I'm still a rat in a cage".
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Smashing Cookie

Steve Grez US

MC&TIS came out and connected with me at the right time. I needed it and it was there for me and saved my life. Forever thankful. 

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Pink turns to Blu

Myriam Madrid, ES

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, inspired me a t shirt design i made in those times under the name of “pink turns to blue” inspired by the colour of the cds which evoke the Hüsker Dü song

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20th birthday

Victoria Kerr Buenos Aires, AR

The image kind of explains itslef! I got my melon collie tattoo on my 19th birthday. A few months after that i met my now boyfriend and i introduced him to this huge part of my life called the smashing pumpkins. On my 20th he surprised me with this beautiful melon collie cake and that picture alone encapsulates my love for that album and tsp. Thank you so much for so many memories

Favorite gift from dad

Keri San Antonio, TX, US

I didn’t grow up in the richest or most stable family. However, we would always find a way to express love to each other when it mattered most. My dad knew SP had been my favorite band for several years by this time, and my birthday being October 24- he had surprised me with the double disc in a huge box filled with crumpled paper to throw me off. I remember binge listening for likely a full year afterwards, and in the years to come even after the disc set had long been lost to life being cruel, I never forgot how happy I was that day. I lost my dad to cancer in 2001, and that was the last birthday present he ever got me. I got to finally see SP live, in October a few years ago with Jane’s Addiction at the Moody in Austin. I was in the 15th row and felt like he was with me, especially when they played Talking Heads, a favorite of my dad’s. Thank you for everything, I’ll be 43 this October 24th.