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Mellon Collie Forever

Luigi Québec, QC, CA

This is the very first album I got on CD, way back in 1995. The Smashing Pumpkins have touched and inspired me deeply throughout the years, happy 30th anniversary Mellon Collie!

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Mellon Collie on my Thirty-Three

Satrio Rizki Dharma ID

I was celebrating my 33rd birthday that day. My ex-boyfriend bought me a horror-themed cake, and I wore a t-shirt with the cover of the greatest band in the world on it. Of course, that was intentional; I wanted to look my best on my birthday. And Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness certainly deserved that.

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Banned from MCIS

Carly Brisbane Queensland, AU

I wasn’t allowed MCIS because of the song with the swear word title. I got the Presidents of the USA album instead. Imagine my disappointment when I opened the CD shaped gift. Turns out the PUSA album has exactly the same number of swear words in it and when I presented my argument to my mother she agreed to let me buy MCIS. Of course my friend had taped the CD for me anyway ….

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Tattoo

Bill Dallas, TX, US

Mellon Collie tattoo!

The BC/AD Moment

FERRO Los Angeles, CA, US

In Gr.8, our assignment : “analyse the lyrics to your favourite song, and present it to the class”.  As a classical piano immigrant kid, I was at a loss.  I ended up doing Hakuna Matata from The Lion King, lol.

However, the two edgy girls in class both presented the same song : Bullet With Butterfly Wings by The Smashing Pumpkins.  It changed my brain – I could not believe the feeling that this music created inside of me.  It was musically impressive while being completely unhinged sonically and emotionally.  That song single-handedly made me pick up a guitar and pursue my career as a music producer today. 

Without question the MCIS album is the sonic and aesthetic foundation of everything I do – easily the most consumed piece of media in my brain, and it bleeds into every song I produce today.  I wouldn’t change a thing.

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Memories of the Lost

Marie Ellis Gilbert, Arizona, US

I was 11 when this album came out, my now late best friend introduced me to the music and I was instantly hooked. I begged my mom to buy me tickets for my 12th birthday to the tour. We didn’t have a lot of money, certainly not for things like this, but she scraped and saved and bought three tickets.

One for me, her, and the best friend I mentioned. The opening to this concert, with the piano, then slowly fading out, and Tonight Tonight starting like a shockwave of sound and lights. It still makes me emotional to this day, for the music, for the sadness of loss, for gratitude… It’s one of my favorite memories with both of them. 

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Wedding Invites

Naoise Morzadec Dublin, IE

Mellon Collie & The Infinite Sadness themed wedding invite inspired by the two cats getting married from the album art work. Owners of two cats ourselves and my favourite album of all time!

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HOCO 2025

Landon Ward Eldon, Missouri, US

I made a Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness homecoming poster this year

The start

Adam Hull, GB

When i was younger ,my dad was and still is very into music and would allways play things at parties and just on general occasions, he would frequently play smashing pumpkins, specifically 1979 and tonight tonight, after ,they became my favourite songs and as i grew older i listened to mcis and it totally changed my life as did the rest of their discography, and they were the start of my passion and love for music i have today.

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Tyler Toledo, ES

Tonight Tonight was the last song I played for my childhood dog before she passed away at 17, love you forever Creepy <3

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The embers never fade

Paulett Dubott Concepción, CL

I drew this vampire Billy Corgan last year, a month before seeing The Smashing Pumpkins live for the very first time in Chile.

There are not enough words to express how much that concert meant to me, and how their music has shaped not only my aesthetic as an artist, but also helped but also helped through an understanding of my own self. And on that note —the first tear rolled down during Tonight, Tonight.

Happy thirty years to Mellon Collie! The sadness is still infinite, yes, but sometimes I feel like we are in this together. The embers never fade.

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My best friend art

Mariana Pellicer VE

Hello, I recommended my friend to do this drawing of the album cover, and she actually did it! She’s really talented and I hope yall like her art and this specific drawing.

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Loreana Dublin, IE

Here I am in my bedroom as a teenager with my ‘Tonight Tonight’ CD single release poster! It was originally hanging up on the wall in Borderline Records in Temple Bar, Dublin to promote the release and stayed up for long afterwards. I nagged the owner for about 3 years to sell it to me, every weekend and some days after school! This poster stayed pride of place above my bed until I left home! I still have it to this day but I got it professionally framed and it’s hanging in my hallway now. Mellon Collie changed my life from the moment I heard it and I will love this album forever. I grew up to become a music photographer and got to cover a few Pumpkins gigs over the years too! Thank you 💙

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Our song

Miss V Philadelphia, PA , US

Happy 30th to Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness! Tonight, Tonight is our song. So we decided to do a shoot to honor the amazing video. Thanks to @celestegiuliano for bringing this to life and to @rob.paluso for making my amazing costume! 

Tonight, Tonight Music Video

Carly New Hartford, NY, US

Growing up, my parents introduced my brother and I to all kind of music from the Grateful Dead to Fleetwood Mac, Black Sabbath, to Steely Dan and more. But in the 90’s, little me looooved (and still have a soft spot) for pop music. That all changed one day after school, sitting directly in front of the TV in our family room when the music video for Tonight, Tonight came on. I instantly was hypnotized. It was THE coolest video I had ever seen. Really still is. I can distinctly remember the feeling of being in awe, absolutely loving the song (the orchestra is so beautiful in it!) and Billy floating in the stars, the couple jumping off into space together just as my favorite lyric plays, “believe, believe in me.” Totally mesmerizing. Thank you for a lifetime of great music. Also, love the podcast!

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Best concert ever

Gabriel Dubai, AE

Ever since I discovered the smashing pumpkins back in 2019, it was my desire to see them live. They were my second ever concert, and my all time favorite. 

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Poster & me

Laszlofalvi Miskolc, Hungary, HU

29 years ago I was an au-pair in London, and went to the gig to Wembley Arena by myself. Social media didn’t exist at that time, and I arrived only a few month earlier. One of my first Cd’s were the double one, and one of my first tickets. I had to go.♥️

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Hollywood Palladium

Jennifer Shope Victorville CA , US

My 7th grade English teacher, who use to be a roadie, took 4 of us students to see Silverchair at the Hollywood Palladium as a reward. We got to the concert early so we were walking around and passed by the Palace. There was a sign outside saying “The Smashing Pumpkins playing here tonight”. Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness had just been released a few weeks earlier and that teacher had introduced us to the Smashing Pumpkins and Silverchair at the same time so we were so excited to pass by and hear the music coming from the front door. Then our teacher saw an old roadie friend carrying in equipment. After they reconnected he asked if we wanted to come in and watch the show!  We headed into the side entrance and straight to the front of the stage. I was mesmerized. Billy looked me dead in the eyes and started singing “The world is a Vampire” and then played the unforgettable riff that follows. My entire world was changed. The next year I was facing a lot of depression. The lyrics “today is the greatest day” help me live to see another. I plastered my walls and ceiling with Smashing Pumpkins posters and pictures. I spent my lunch money making copies of every magazine article they appeared in. My collage was such a beautiful work of art and reminded me that I could make every day the greatest day as long as that’s what I choose…and f*ck everything else. The Smashing Pumpkins are my angels that saved me from myself. 

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Big inspiration

Jonathan VeraKat Olympia, WA, US

Billy Corgan has been a huge inspiration to me as a creative writer. I’m 40 now and SP was the soundtrack throughout my teen years. I listened to Mellon Collie on loop, and studied the lyrics. The picture is from a song I wrote called Supplication. It features the lyric: “I might just unleash seas of madness, the wrong type of wrath kid to lock me down in melancholy, rat behind a cage prolly, left for dead with infinite sadness.” Thanks for blessing the world with your talent and inspiring others Billy. 

Love born from a catalog

Angel Batalla Mexico City at the time, Toronto nowadays, CA

I must have been 7 or 8, one of those catalogs to order cd’s by mail. I remember taking a looked and being immediately attracted to the artwork. I don’t know how I convinced my dad to buy me Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness, but he did. When it arrived I spent the evening looking at the album artwork and listening to it. Lyrics didn’t mean much to me at that age but as I grew older they grew up on me and have been in the high and lows of my life. 

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Mel Baldwin Park, US

I made a colored pencil artwork inspired by the lyrics of Cupid De Locke! It’s my favorite SP song. The colors are inspired by the MCIS cover(s). 

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Billy through the years

James Staten Island, US

It is an illustration I created for a contest held by the pumpkins. I’m a huge fan and even have a Mellon collie tattoo that I drew myself. I thought this artwork was the more poignant to share though. I remember listening to all the albums while making this and it was honestly a very emotional experience. With each Billy I drew I listened to the coinciding album. It was so fun to create! 

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Rehearsing and playing Bullet w/ Butterfly Wings

Axel Richebourg, FR

In June, i performed Bullet With Butterfly Wings with my friends at our high school concert.

It was crazy ! We didn’t have a drummer, and we struggled to find one until the day of the show.
We ended up rehearsing the whole afternoon to get it right !
Then we played it, and it was fricking amazing! I’m still immensely proud of us !! I’m the bassist on the left, btw 🙂

When I was 21…

Francesco MicioDJ Bologna , IT

Oggi compi 30 anni…

Era il 23 ottobre 1995, durante una delle tante giornate all’università sono corso da Nannucci a comprarti, ed eri anche in offerta a 37.900 lire, poi fuga a casa e dritto dentro lo stereo…eh niente, da quel giorno mi sei entrato nel cuore, sei uno dei dieci dischi che salverei se casa mia andasse a fuoco, hai letteralmente forgiato i miei 20 anni e ancora oggi dopo tanto tempo ascoltarti è un balsamo per l’anima.

Grazie ❤️

Buon compleanno 

Mellon Collie And The Infinite Sadness 

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Vampires sing on cassette

Veli Helsinki, Fin, FI

It’s 1995, we’re playing the Kult rpg with demons and vampires, and We Only Come Out at Night plays in the cassette deck at just the right moment. Mellon Collie was a soundtrack to the dark fantasy of our teenage years.

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Big part of my life

Leilani maxwell Highland Park il, US

I always loved the smashing pumpkins and it’s all I wear today o be honest I have the huf jacket and all the shirts people always knew that about me it’s just a part of me basically. From going to madame zuzu’s for concerts or for tea or even seeing Billy come out during my chemical romance to seeing him open for greenday I love this band sooo much and it’s helped me get through hard times and good times and meeting and takeing a picture with 

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