City by the Lake

Sheridan James Lunt Bristol, GB

Smashing Pumpkins really has been one of the great creative influences of my life. Ever since ’95 and MCIS, I wanted to emulate them and become the kind of artist who could express every mood in every voice, using every medium in every style. This is my drawing of the lyrics in Tonight Tonight. The song, and album will always be magical to me.

Dreams of Glass

Fernando Ramires Dublin, IE

This image was born from an instant identification with the persona of Zero from the masterpiece, Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness. The figure of the person who doesn’t recognise their own reflection always resonated as a powerful evocation for a lonely, introspective youth. I translated this feeling of depersonalisation and melancholy. More than just an illustration for “Zero,” the work is an amalgamation of concepts orbiting his tragic history-the fragility of Glass, and the images of a Whyte Spyder, with references to I of the Mourning.

The visual inspiration came directly from the lucid surrealism of René Magritte. The negation of the familiar image, the juxtaposition of the mundane with the dreamlike, and that sense of unease which invites introspection. The final result is not merely a tribute, but an interior self-portrait; a place where infinite sadness tries to find its own, strange beauty.

Drawing inspiration

Lady love Cdmx , MX

I always wanted to recreate this star , now as a professional I draw it whenever I can I say this double cd is a master piece of the new classical music

MCIS Inspired Cake

Penny Elliott West Point, MS, US

My youngest daughter wanted a SP MCIS themed cake for her 13th birthday.

My life anthem… 1979

Matt Wales, GB

1979 was my teenage angst song. I played it before exams, on break ups and at happy times too. I still play it whenever I’m reflecting or at a milestone. I’ll always treasure it as my favourite song. I’m currently gold gilding a large canvas painting of the anniversary artwork.

Philly singing competition

Brody W-Z Mesa, AZ, US

So, over the summer I had to compete nationally in this competition called nats in Philly. I had made it up to that point in the CM category with an original piece titled “I wanna be a rockstar”, Buddy Holly by Weezer, and of course the beloved “1979”. I went to tons of record stores looking for some more stuff to add to my collection, and at this punk store I grabbed my zero shirt. So radical. I had made my way through semi-finals and it was finally that time to sing for finals. However they cut my track because of Billy’s “today” synth. This was due to it being considered a “background vocal” so I instead opted to back myself up with the guitar. I goofed up at the chorus the first time but I quickly got back into it. I got third place, but I had a blast.

Painted MCIS

Addy Wright Russellville, KY, US

As an artist, being able to take the things I love and the appreciation I have for other artists and turn it into something unique and beautiful is sooo amazing. This album means so much to me and I feel so grateful that i’m able to express my love for it through my own talents! It’s also so fun to wear my jacket and meet others who love SP just as much as me!

Sun

Ferril Yozha Bengkulu, ID

I made this when i was listening to mellon collie 24/7, it’s an old style big dress with the sun as a head, and when i did this piece, mellon collie’s cover and musical colour was all that was in my head.

My First SP Concert!

Geraldine Frankfort, US

I had to go all out for my first Smashing Pumpkins show after loving the band for so long, and I recreated the Mellon Collie girl costume for the Spirits on Fire tour! It was such a magical night 💜

Infinite Sadness

Sara G US

Hi! I made this sculpture in my Universities 3d design class. It’s made of cardboard and i titled her “Infinite Sadness”

Karen Stuttgart, DE

Hi,

i started listening to you when I was 18. I went to Rock am Riem in Germany, I think that was 1993, saw you in Brisbane 1997, in Cologne, Munich, Düsseldorf, had tickets for Atlanta when you had to cancel it. You helped me to go through my late teenager years, my 20ties. I had the feeling you had written each song for me, to cry out my anger, my sorrow my love. On august 3rd I will be in Ludwigsburg with my best friend, when I was 19…. A gift to my 50th birthday. Thank you so much for all the songs. You had a huge impact on my life, karen

To Pat B

Milorada Ontario, CA

I never would’ve thought that I’d be writing a memory about the Smashing Pumpkins when someone introduced me to the band back in high school. I’d only heard that one song from the The Watchmen trailer (which was great). Funny how that goes in life.

Patrick, it was nice running into you a few years ago! You looked just exactly like I remembered. Turns out I really adore this whole album and listening to it when I’m studying. Be well and I’ll talk to you if there’s a next time. 🙂

Happy Birthday Billy!

Adam Alberico Fernandina Beach, FL, US

Thank you for all of the great music over the years. I remember driving from NIU to spend the night at the United Center to score tickets to the Farewell Shows in 2000 in my teens. And soon I will be flying from Florida to Chicago to go celebrate Mellon Collie at the Lyric Opera this November in my forties.  I am proud to say that my first born son Luke shares a March 17th birthday with you. Happy birthday Billy!

Amazing

Kim Ft. Myers, US

Great concert…so much energy and love! Danced and sang the entire concert!

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness

Jan Lehner Baden, CH

30 years a fan of Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness.

Thank you for all the music and memories.

Football (Soccer?) bragging rights

Matt Collis Belper, GB

It was September 11th 1992 at Nottingham Trent university, England. I was 17 and so excited to see my then (and now) favourite band! As usual the pre gig pint broke the seal and off I trotted to the toilets which you had to pass through a gymnasium to get to.  To my astonished little 17yr old brain I struggled to process that the Pumpkins were having a pre show kickabout and I had to walk through them to go pee!  To this day my favourite claim to fame is that Billy kicked the ball in my direction (intentionally right Billy? That’s how my story goes anyway) and I passed it back, star struck and totally stoked! So there you go. I made a pass at Billy!  What a night that was. A raw intimate full on rock blast of a gig. I Can’t wait to introduce my daughter to SP in London tomorrow night. Rock on guys. You are the very definition of rock to me. Matt.

Thank You!!!!

Brad Anderson Toronto, On, CA

Dear Smashing Pumpkins,

Thank you for being an escape to the crazy world and saying all the things I feel but cant find words to. Im 24 and been listening to pumpkins for more than 15 years since i was in 6th grade and many more years and shows to come!!

Thank you from bottom of my heart for the music, (ps I was only one jumping up and down at the solo tour show in Toronto near the front in my 2024 tour shirt from seeing the band in October!!!)

Brad Anderson

Family joining in 30 years of being a fan

Carlos London, GB

This time I brought my family with me! Had a blast!

My first album

Maggs Edmonton,AB, CA

It was Christmas Day 2024and IVE been wanting the double album vinyl of MCIS for quite some time and it came right down to the last present my dad repeatedly telling my to open it last he had wrapped

it hundreds of times with tissue paper every layer they’re was a picture of us and I got right down to the last layer and I could faintly see the deep blue background of MCIS and I ripped it open I saw and I jumped up to my dad one of the best memories of my life

Thank you for 30 Years of Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness

Jan Zurich, CH

Got this Tattoo to celebrate my favorite Music Album.

For Martha

Jasmine Pollock Pines, CA, US

I’ve loved SP since I was about 13, in 1995. Around 2018 my best
friend got is tickets to the show in Sacramento CA. Billy played For
Martha. The piano raised up on the stage. So many songs mean so much,
but this was big for me. My dad had killed himself a few years earlier
and I was still so deep in the grief. As an adult, in so much pain,  For
Martha meant something so different. Something 15 year old me could
never understand when Adore came out. The loss of a parent. The deep,
sinking grief. As you sang, I sobbed. I cried for the loss of my father
and I also celebrated his life. He bought my first concert ticket in
1995, to see Mellon Collie 🙂 Though you were most likely honoring your
mom,  it was a chance for me to honor my dad. It was a turning point in
my grief. Watching you play piano, so lovely. Your heart on your sleeve.
It’s a brave and sacred thing you do. You saved me from that grief. We
cannot linger in our pain forever. There is a place to feel and honor
it. Billy, you have been with me for so long. From a lonely 7th grader,
to an accepting and happy 43 year old woman. I’ve lost count how many
times I’ve seen you in concert. You’ve been there through love, joy,
loss and so much lovely lived life. There are not sufficient words for
what you have done for me. You helped me grow and truly saved my life a
few times when I lost hope. I cannot thank you enough. Sharing your
heart and gifts have made our world and my life better. A place where
our feelings can be real. And though I’ll probably never meet you,
please know you have walked beside me for the last 30 years and you are
like a dearest friend. I love you. Happy Birthday! I hope you and your
beautiful family celebrate with boundless love and joy.

Baby Lumi

Amber Zephyrhills, FL, US

Baby Lumen <3 listening to sp/wpc since she was in the womb

Jasmine Emick Pollock Pines, CA, US

I’ve loved SP since I was about 13, in 1995. Around 2018 my best friend got is tickets to the show in Sacramento CA. Billy played For Martha. The piano raised up on the stage. So many songs mean so much, but this was big for me. My dad had killed himself a few years earlier and I was still so deep in the grief. As an adult, in so much pain,  For Martha meant something so different. Something 15 year old me could never understand when Adore came out. The loss of a parent. The deep, sinking grief. As you sang, I sobbed. I cried for the loss of my father and I also celebrated his life. He bought my first concert ticket in 1995, to see Mellon Collie 🙂 Though you were most likely honoring your mom,  it was a chance for me to honor my dad. It was a turning point in my grief. Watching you play piano, so lovely. Your heart on your sleeve. It’s a brave and sacred thing you do. You saved me from that grief. We cannot linger in our pain forever. There is a place to feel and honor it. Billy, you have been with me for so long. From a lonely 7th grader, to an accepting and happy 43 year old woman. I’ve lost count how many times I’ve seen you in concert. You’ve been there through love, joy, loss and so much lovely lived life. There are not sufficient words for what you have done for me. You helped me grow and truly saved my life a few times when I lost hope. I cannot thank you enough. Sharing your heart and gifts have made our world and my life better. A place where our feelings can be real. And though I’ll probably never meet you,  please know you have walked beside me for the last 30 years and you are like a dearest friend. I love you. Happy Birthday! I hope you and your beautiful family celebrate with boundless love and joy.

My drawing

Ted Tan Chicago, US

I don’t draw much, but when I do, I draw the Pumpkins! 🙂

Cesar San Jose, CA, US

Thank you Billy, for the great music you have created throughout the years.  Most bands are mediocre and you are one of my favorites.  So many songs I still keep in mind.  Thank you,

Cesar

Saving my life

Benazir Batista Mexico City, MX

Thank you for all the superb music and your powerful lyrics. Just a few can channel the pain and the rage into the most incredible poetry in the way Billy does.

Thank you for accompany in my life from 12 to now on. SP was my first favourite rock band and that change my existence for good.

Wishing you all the best Billy!