I’ve always struggled with depression but had the beginning of the hardest stages in 1995- when I was 15. I was completely overwhelmed by sadness but found Mellon Collie and the infinite sadness which perfectly matched my feelings in life. Billy Corgan healed my heart with those songs and I’m forever grateful for his existence. I’m 45 now and feel exactly the same. 

Here’s a recent painting I did inspired by “We only come out a night” perfect for October.