My mother borrowed the album from the library!! She is 70 now so smashing pumpkins has been a big part of her life!! When I was younger I was brought up on the album it’s become literally the album that shaped me as a musician to experiment be weird try new things and I’m pretty sure after all my mental health issues (eating disorders, depression) without this as an outlet I wouldn’t be where I am now and that’s studying at a music university trying to create my own masterpiece!! I don’t expect anyone to read this or go anywhere but it’s nice to just say that I love this album and it brings me joy most days <3 thank you guys