My Mellon Collie memory is from the Reunion Arena show in Dallas TX on December 1, 1996. It was my first concert.  

I grew up in a town of 2,500 so there weren’t many chances to see shows or any kind of art culture.  I fell in love with a Smashing Pumpkins from your SNL performance of Cherub Rock.  I went out that week and got the CD.  It was my first purchased CD too.  So I had been anticipating MCIS’ release ever since it was announced.  I worked in Camelot music at the time and got the double album the day of release.  It was amazing.  Much different than Siamese, Gish or even Pisces Iscariot.  It had a more glam rock polish and areas of fantasy ballads.  I loved it.  

I decided I had to see you guys as my first show.  I begged my mom and she agreed to a visit at my grandparents in Dallas so she could also take me to the show with my sister.  

We had a blast.  The music was amazing.  I also became a Garnage fan that night because they opened.  Amazing band as well!  It was a little bittersweet since Jimmy wasn’t there.  Just months before the Melvoin tragedy happened.  I was afraid you guys were going to break up and am glad you trucked on… even though know it would’ve been healthier to pause for a bit.

I appreciate the dedication.   I think I bought one of every shirt you guys had at the shop.  I still have my MCIS lady and the one with the rodent opium den on the front and skull on the back.  It’s insane how much they worth now, but I am holding on to those memories. 

Thanks for the amazing show.  Thanks for introducing me to rock.  Thanks for the lyrics in your music. Siamese kinda saves my life. Mellon Collie made me fight for my happiness and be a fun loving teenager.  I have Cyr preordered and can’t wait to experience Smashing Pumpkins again!  I’m glad the band is back together.  I also hold out hope D’arcy may return as well one day.  I won’t hold my breath though.  I’m just glad my band is back.  Keep the music coming.  Much love and gratitude!

Matthew