“Tonight, tonight” came into my life very randomly and unexpectedly. I knew of the smashing pumpkins but never listened to them before. But that one random day I heard that song for the first time changed something in me. It felt like the answers I had spent years searching for were found in those lyrics. From the very second the song finished I knew in my heart that something had changed in me, and I am forever grateful for how it has affected my life.