Very recently, I’ve come to remember the true meaning of song. This album in 2002 first got me to realize this while I was living somewhere against my will due to drug addiction. I felt I was singing the deepest truths of souls in unision with an intelligence outside not from this world every lyric perfectly defined by inside/outside context us trying to message each other.  Us, just singing to each other across worlds in secret code wrapped in infinite love.  Also wrapped in infinite sadness by the state of this world. Earth, which I begged to leave, not knowing why I’m here, what I’m supposed to do or who sent me but instead I’m force-fed a life of circumstance that I hate. The song Muzzle, at least reminded me hope is real, I’ve sang it countless times in my head before ever listening to it on cd.  The sadness, the aloneness I feel that is with always just echoing back <> forth with unbearable torture of the soul <> unbearable infinite love.<3 </3 <3  not ‘human sexual’ love – but nothing short of the raw essence of infinity.