My first love and I listened to the album over and over again. He plays guitar and used to play and sing to me on the phone. Especially tonight, tonight. I don’t know if the timing was wrong or what but we never actually dated but we loved each other. To this day when I hear songs from mcis, I feel the way I felt then. I was 15 and I love him to this day. I guess part of me will always be Mellon collie, longing for the love I missed.