Life is very hard. I had a tough time with depression. I heard Smashing Pumpkins, and i decided i would soon become obsessed. I am now obsessed. I listened to all of there songs, and i cried for a couple hours. I now have alot of merch and posters and crap. I think Billy Corgan is the most beautiful, talented, artistic, perfect, amazing, mysterious, sexual, yet innocent man on earth. I can think of a million other adjectives to describe him. Because of Smashing Pumpkins i am happier. I could right forever about them.
I love all there songs. I have listen to every song at least 30 times. i have their songs on my PSP, and i pretty much am always listening to them. i am so blessed to have found Smashing Pumpkins, Zwan, but most of all Billy Corgan. I hope to meet him someday!