Forever was wasted in my youth.
Nothing is left-not even the truth.
As time has stolen all my dreams,
And nothing is what it seems.

Torn apart- inside and out.
What the hell is life about?
My anger resides deep inside.
Always there, along for the ride.

Scratching at the walls of me.
Trying so hard, I need to break free.
Can anybody hear my lonely call?
Or my words of sorrow as I fall.

All my feelings feel like pain.
As I fade away drowned in rain.
And as my ravaged soul slowly dies.
Its time to rest & forever close my eyes...

Thanks for the welcome and for reading about my night with the Pumpkins. It really was one of the best nights of my life. I only hope that I can make it to the 20th reunion tour in DC!

How are you???

I am so very good, in a very peaceful and content place...

It was nice to hear from you I have not been on the computer too much, doing other things instead...life passes too fast, and you never know what the future brings, so i am trying to enjoy it while i can and not let it pass me by...October is a busy month for me, I totally get into Halloween, so i decorate the house, make costumes for my girls, watch a lot of scary movies and do a lot of baking, i make homemade caramel corn and other festive goodies I also go to a few festivals during Oct. and ALWAYS watch the playoffs (baseball) so i have been very busy, and enjoying every minute of it!!!

How bout you??? what have you been up to???

anyway, i hope you are good, and maybe we'll talk soon???

love always
me

to you!!!

Hope you are good...



♥

with love.
I hear the lone call. My name actually means "man who dwells by the lone treat" and I always get the Hermit, in any of my tarot readings. There's beauty in solitude, but it sometimes feels just awful.

I love love, LOVE your new avatar, The guitar hero glow.
bad a$$.

time for a guitar hero night.

what on your mind today?

xoxo

sunflowerdagger

ps.Question for you in my VLog!

i am doing well, thank you for asking. i was wondering if perhaps you could email me the songs once you get them?? my email address is: e_reynolds78@yahoo.com

about the shows... i am going to the 11/15 show in Boston and i cannot wait. i did get the vip package. i knew i would regret it forever if i didn't. i have met billy before, but that was 11 years ago (wow, time flies!) so i am really, really anxious to meet him again!! the seats will be amazing, and i have no doubt that the show will kick ass. i will take lots of pictures, don't worry!!

how are YOU??

i think i would love rainy ireland... i love the rain and all the pictures of ireland that i have seen, it is such a beautiful place!

but talking about being kinda shy about posting poems, i was too for a long time. i have the thought in my head that what if someone steals my poem and tries to call it their own... but i guess it doesn't matter unless i ever try to publish anything but i highly doubt that! lol

thank you, i'm glad you like my writing. i was just feeling bad yesterday, i know lots of people say this and i've probably said it before but the best writing seems to come out of people when they feel bad or sad or whatever. i feel like i have trouble expressing my feelings sometimes too, like you said writing is the easiest way, though that is not easy sometimes either! we have been so broke lately, it is a hard time for lots of folks right now, our economy sucks lately. to add to that it is hard while my hubby is in school so he can only work part time. but it will be all better in feb when he graduates but nope, unfortunately we can't afford to go to a show this time. it sucks bad. i want to go so bad, especially since st louis is closer louisville and we went to that one in august. but i am glad we got to see that show. and i'm sure there will be others in the future. maybe even in memphis again some day
see, i'm rambling too lol. we bring the ramblins out of each other heehee
ttyl, hope you have a wonderful day

Oh man...I never realized people were leaving comments on my profile until just now. Hahaha. So, to answer your question...ya, I realized some of the links were broken. The people who put our articles up have been extremely busy, so sometimes I let mistakes go, especially when Ive already emailed them to ask them to fix the formatting.
So, that being said, if you email me at simon@smashingpumpkins.com, I can email you the songs you requested. They are amazing and worth listening to.

just thought i'd say hello... so, hello

butterfly 1
I read your poem.
I hear your cry.
just know no one is alone, we are all kids at the park, playing on the play set.


xoxoxo

sunflowerdagger