My heart is bursting with excitment.
Novemeber 29th * * * * * V.I.P



Now, I count down the days.


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Arrivederci'
I'm off to San Fran.

thanks for the advise. it makes alot of sence. I was having some bad luck or whatever with a couple projects we were working on. but now i'm finished w/ them and i accually like how one of them turned out so...
one of the reasons why i was a little discouraged was that usually don't see other peoples art, especially people that are doing the same project as me, but anyways, i'm over it.

an ok Sunday-cooke a big breakfast and a big dinner, and then got 4 hours of sleep. Let's say children are interesting
It's been a very tired Monday for me. I spent 3 hours cleaning up a mess.
Hope you are enjoying your getaway
the pass is up
ttyl
have a good day

those damn lesbos!!!! I dont think i could handle a whole weekend with the fruit loopz, but i bet it waz quite an experience 4 u lol.I went to this club one time called cloud nine & i went with my friend(not knowing it was a gay club)so when i entered the place i started to realize it(i was kinda tipsy).I remeber this big black guy was being super friendly and kept telling me "oh your here for a reason" like they do in church lol.I was like "no im here with my homegurl just getting a couple of drinkz" and he was still trying to convince me that i was "in the closet" whatever the f@(k that meanz.So i got up and said watch this & went over to my friend(this iz all true btw)and told her 2 kiss me and ill tell u later, she was like why? and i was like just do it!!!She was like no and walked away, so he comez up and sayz "why dont you just admit it" (by this time i was pissed) and he asked me for a dance and i gave him the craziest look and got ganster with him, i remember screamin "i love p@$$y ok!! ok, & i ran out of there with my beer and sat in the car for like an hour waiting for my friend

but yeah that was a crazy night for me

they are being a little slow on the posting..it's the weekend

yeah i got the dvd with all the videoz and commentary and try,try,try, was a real true 2 life story that explorez the darkest partz of life.That video is worth alot of praise(more than people give it)& thatz y eye i love machina so much bcuz i think the concept behind it, was to give it that human emotion mixed in with that outter world sound.

Im quite the charmer, lol but im just really an honest and opinated person so i kinda just speak my mind all the time.I really think that gayz(back 2 this subject lol)are normal people & they r,I've actually had great conversationz & have been 2 gay clubz so itz not really a big thing 4 me(I just dont understand how they dont like woman)Lesbianz are just another issue that i wont touch lol.

my avatar?? it's the pic near the tonight's text in booklet of MCIS...tonight it's the song of my life, of my most important friend; this song means very much for me, like the album and like Adore... the pic is simple but have a very big means... i hope that one day it will be my "pumpkins' tattoo"...

what means "Question for you in my VLog!"? i dont'understand :S

xoxoxo
vale

no.

aw, thank you

i read your blog and the comments below it and i forgot what i was gunna say. ?????
oh you asked what was new with me or what i've been up to.
started college for the 1st time. i like it but i'm taking art classes and i feel like everyone is more creative and talented than me. i felt like i was a good artist before but i don't know? maybe i just have to get into a different groove. ? i love the dive into the sun picture it's REALLY cool!!!! have fun in San Fran!

your paintingz are so beatiful and detailed, reminds me of my brotherz. you probrably here this alot but your very talented and have a beatiful gift.Whatz the next project? you should ask billy if you could do the art work 4 the next albulm cover lol? im sure he would agree $#!t i dont see y not lol